During my transformation/deeper awakening, I desperately wanted someone to speak with, or to help me integrate my experience. That desire was enough of a prompt to inwardly feel assistance. I felt enveloped with Prana…a calm knowing…and sweet powerful Love. From that connection, wellness and integration occurred. The newly formed “I” emerged innately from within the little “self”, (my former self that I knew as me); like a newly born chick hatching from it’s shell. The eggshells were now around me, and I was no longer them, but aware of their presence. Then I relaxed and laid back while the shells dissolved, carried away by the rustling of new life and the surrounding breeze. Even now at times, I desire and reach out for “Other” to answer me, to hold me. But then I find “Other” in the beauty of all of life’s expressions. And I know inherently that what I desire, lies within an unfolding that I cannot know. Though I peck and peck at my shell, it is not I who is pecking, or me who knows what I am pecking towards. Because when I am free, I arrive in a way I could never have known.
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