Perhaps ask to not know.
The Great Processor will purify for the The Great Processor’s purposes alone, and not for our purposes.
We must honor the steps that unfold.
Seeking and searching are difficult for a reason. That which we seek is not easily found.
Our efforts seem to lead somewhere.
But it is when we no longer seek, that “That” which we seek, grabs us up and cleans our hearts,
Then… we will know.